Going in circles. I haven’t done anything bad, have I? Why so hard on me? I don’t like being treated like this. I am a grown up, and raised very well. I trust my decisions I make for myself. Hope you love me more for that instead of hating me for it. You can trust me.
I feel it breaking. How many more times?
I miss home. I miss my mom. Her mere presence comforts me. I think that’s just magical. I don’t like her a lot of times. But I love her enormously. I want to go home. It breaks my heart not being able to go home to her. I’ll try a little bit harder. I need to.
I love this shade of blue :)
(Source: fyjosephineskriver, via stylishhthinking)
Ups and downs. Highs and lows. Yup, there are lots of them. And yet, I’m still here, you’re still here, we’re still here, together. This must really be something special. I admire people who don’t give up easily. Thank you for being strong enough to stay despite of everything.
Hoping for more highs than lows on the coming days ;p
I keep telling myself that this time it’s different. Because he really is different. But I don’t know how much I could take. How much ny heart could take at this point. I was heartbroken for so long. And I thought maybe this time my heart can finally heal. But each time something like this happens, I lose hope. Because he might not know it but he breaks my heart little by little. I know sometimes it’s my fault. So i ask myself, am I really ready for this?
dude.
backwards glance is still my favorite street style pose
(via boutine)
Note to self: Stop crying. Do something. Distract yourself. Work. Just stop.
This emotional pain is translating to a physical kind of pain. My chest is tight, my heart hurts, and i just can’t seem to stop crying. I don’t want to feel this way. Please.